The Vacation To Nowhere

Everyday your mind fills up with missed intentions, like the recycling bin in the garage you forget about each Tuesday. Stuffed with ideas just waiting to be remembered, you meander through the past weeks without awareness or desire. Every free moment granted to you is lost in a refreshable encyclopedia of distraction. And those precious periods of clarity, the ones where you realize all the potentially wondrous things you are capable of, are blitzed by the onslaught of other fantastic ideas rushing back all at once. You catch your breath and promise yourself tonight is the night to pursue this deeper part of yourself. Yet looking it over, you don't know where to start. It overwhelms the mind. Maybe a moment to refresh the browser, something easy will get you back into it. Maybe another hour, another day, another year, will make those thoughts fade away.