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    April 14 2014 -- 11:27
    Hey everybody! Things have been pretty rough lately but I'm optimistic it's all about to turn around. Got two job interviews scheduled later this afternoon, one I'm really excited for. Wish me luck friends!
    (&)Rose Carmichael -- 11:31: Good luck! You're a hard worker and any place would be lucky to have you.
    (&)James Vicki -- 14:23: Stay positive. Even if things aren't working your way always remember you're a great player and an even better person.
    (&)Sandy Groshevsnkvy -- 16:04: Sending good vibes your way!
    (&)Joey Novel -- 16:17: Good luck dude!
    (&)Scott R Manning -- 17:39: Cool you fool!

    April 15 2014 -- 9:46
    Thanks everyone. Just got a call back from one job. Not the one I was hoping for but it's a good opportunity nonetheless. Super happy for the support!

    April 21 2014 -- 3:22
    Off to my first training shift at the new job. Cash is getting tight so this is coming at the perfect time. Here's to a new and better future!
    (&)George Sharms -- 3:28: Knock em dead
    (&)Joey Novel -- 5:44: Yeah dude! You'll do great.

    April 26 2014 -- 23:21
    New job is interesting. Free meals and the food is great. Co-workers are pretty harsh though, aggressive like. I'm the new one aboard I guess. Anyhow I'm in! Here's to a steady paycheque!
    (&)Rose Carmichael -- 23:54: Glad to hear it's working out. Keep at it.
    (&)Megan Trineus -- 0:16: Free food omg I'm soooo jealous
    (&)A Lostenspac -- 1:43: Bring some of that foodness my way next time. You down for ball this week?

    May 4 2014 -- 22:32
    Spurs looking tough to beat this year.

    May 6 2014 -- 2:11
    Got some crazy co-workers man. Those kitchen kids know how to drink. Waiting for the Queen streetcar but none in sight. Typical.
    (&)Sandy Groshevsnkvy -- 2:53: Literally the worst. I walked once from Church to Dovercourt and none went by. Soooo bad.

    May 10 2014 -- 0:28
    Just got a big talking to from my manager about how I have "too much attention to detail" while I work. Wasn't aware that was a bad thing. But okay. Certain places are weird, I'll adjust.
    (&)Rose Carmichael -- 0:44: It's strange sure but every work environment is different so just go with it.

    May 12 2014 -- 1:33
    Love to see the Raps grab a guy like Luis Scola if he ever became available. Crafty old man game

    May 12 2014 -- 8:42
    Come on Pacers. Some one's gotta stop Miami and the LeBrons.

    May 16 2014 -- 2:11
    Apparently at work there's a beer rep coming in and we get to try new crazy beers. Think I'll be showing up extra early today!

    May 16 2014 -- 11:37
    Got screamed at, same manager as before. I took a minute to step outside when we weren't busy for some fresh air. He followed me out. There wasn't a single person in the damn place.
    (&)George Sharms -- 11:50: Seems excessive. Don't let it get to ya
    (&)Joey Novel -- 0:04: Sorry to hear that dude!
    (&)Rose Carmichael -- 0:06: He's the boss so what he says goes. Sorry to be the reality shock here but you should check with your supervisor anytime you need to step out.

    May 19 2014 -- 13:05
    My stomach feels like it was hit by a photon torpedo. Twisting in bed. Called in sick.

    May 20 2014 -- 11:52
    Not feeling better. Called in sick again. Might have to visit doctor.
    (&)Amanda Newton -- 12:32: Oh no. Hope everything's okay!!! :(

    May 22 2014 -- 9:41
    Way better today, won't need the Doc! Thankfully I got my shift covered tonight so I get one more day to recover. Perfect day to take it easy.

    May 23 2014 -- 23:50
    First night back at work after that flu. Staff giving me weird looks, ignoring my hellos. Maybe next time I pull myself together and work through it ha ha ha.

    June 5 2014 -- 10:44
    Blue Jays keep rolling baby!
    (&)Sandy Groshevsnkvy -- 11:04: Catch a game soon?

    June 7 2014 -- 11:34
    Juan Francisco couldn't hit a beachball if it spun around his ankles.

    June 17 2014 -- 3:11
    Late to the party here but so glad the Spurs wiped out the LeBrons and took the title. That was some beautiful ball to watch.

    June 22 2014 -- 23:55
    So glad to be home. Need sleep. Long sleep.

    June 24 2014 -- 10:55
    I don't get this place. I chat with a dude coming in who I know and get a "pulled aside" moment. Really? This isn't fun to begin with, plus I have six times the experience of your A-game bartender. Can I even talk about this or is that an no-no?

    July 2 2014 -- 3:42
    Here we go again, same shit as every other day
    (&)George Sharms -- 3:52: Where you been recently? You hardly update anymore.
    (&)Kylie Adelman -- 5:53: :( :( :(
   
    July 3 2014 -- 0:14
    More criticism, more shouting. Would it hurt these people so much to say a kind word once in a while? I'm doing the best I can.
    (&)Rose Carmichael -- 0:32: It doesn't sound like you have a very good attitude.
    July 5 2014 -- 2:21
    Back to hell. Maybe I should just quit. I dunno.

    July 6 2014 -- 3:11
    Checl out this sweete video froma buddy of mibe. So good
    (&)George Sharms -- 3:42: That's pretty rad! hope youre all right
    (&)Amanda Newton -- 7:54: Talented!

    July 9 2014 -- 0:11
    I got written up for arriving three minutes BEFORE the start of my shift. Seriously. Industry people? This is nuts or am I nuts?
    (&)Kylie Adelman -- 0:33: I once got fired for taking a smoke break! It was an elementary school but still terrible! :( :( :(
    (&)Joey Novel -- 2:12: sucks dude
    (&)Alex R Richmond -- 2:44: Bogus! Go to the labouror board wit that one
    (&)Rose Carmichael -- 2:57: Being 15 minutes early is industry standard. Leave earlier next time.
    July 11 2014 -- 2:32
    Monster---put-in!!!!! Walllllllettttt...

    July 12 2014 -- 1:40
    I likelate at night. Get home frm the shit and chill and forgoet tomorrows a nother day

    July 12 2014 -- 13:11
    Geez my head hurts

    July 17 2014 -- 11:44
    I'm starting to feel really weird sometimes. I had a moment a few days ago at work where it was like something was compressing me and I couldn't control my energy. Never felt anything like it
    (&)Joey Novel -- 11:58: Damn dude hope you're okay!
   
    July 21 2014 -- 3:31
    That weird feeling is starting to hit me before work now. I don't like it but I need the money and it's really not that bad? Gotta stick it through. Things could be worse
    (&)Sandy Groshevsnkvy -- 5:03: Maybe go see a doctor? That doesn't sound normal.
    (&)Amanda Newton -- 6:32: Try some green tea in the morning. That always used to cure my anxious feelings
    July 25 2014 -- 10:21
    Had a full blown something tonight. Had to hide in the back until I stopped shaking. Got pissed on for taking a break though the place was empty. There must be something better.

    July 28 2014 -- 18:46
    Another attack on the job. I went to my manager to give my notice but couldn't get the words out, sat outside for an hour instead and walked home. I wonder if they thought I was faking.

    July 29 2014 -- 11:32
    Got fired. No specific reason given.
    (&)George Sharms -- 12:53: Those shitheads. You're better than them
    (&)Joey Novel -- 13:28: Damn dude!
    (&)Rose Carmichael -- 14:20: What happened to you. You used to be better than that.

    August 3 2014 -- 10:32
    Got a few things lined up this week so fingers crossed. About time some luck went my way.
    (&)Joey Novel -- 14:30: Good luck your way dude!
    August 10 2014 -- 16:34
    Still nothing. I nailed those interviews, I don't get it

    August 10 2014 -- 23:58
    Screw em all! I'm no needno job yo justify myself!

    August 13 2014 -- 9:32
    Found out my application for a student loan was declined, just because I've used EI within the last 12 months. Heaven forbid a student live on their own and have to pay rent.
    (&)Amanda Newton -- 10:37: Have you tried applying for a bursary? It's better than nothing
    August 17 2014 -- 18:53
    Why can't you people realize I have no money??? So stop inviting me to things! It just stings at this point

    August 21 2014 -- 7:36
    That same feeling keeps hitting me. I thought getting out of that shithole job would help but it's coming back. Not that any of you care. Why would you
    (&)Amanda Newton -- 9:35: I care. Meet for lunch soon to talk it over?

    August 24 2014 -- 17:54
    A good day, Guess I was due.
    (&)Amanda Newton -- 18:44: :) :)
    August 29 2014 -- 11:46
    Gotta find some kinda work soon. I can barely afford rent this month.

    September 2 2014 -- 16:44
    Goddamn Blue Jays. You're on thin ice, Gibbons
    (&)Marcus Deshaines -- 18:03: He's the worst. Jays will never win a thing with him in charge
    September 5 2014 -- 17:32
    What's the point of even looking for work. The only things that want me are the things I hate.

    September 8 2014 -- 20:32
    Who would want to hire me anyway. It's hard enough with this scary feeling and getting out of bed in the morning.
    (&)Amanda Newton -- 22:07: Don't think like that. Please don't.

    September 10 2014 -- 3:51
    It'd be easier if I was a junkie

    September 10 2014 -- 4:14
    Maybe I should look into that. Couldn't make things worse
    (&)George Sharms -- 8:03: dude what are you even talking about.

    September 10 2014 -- 19:36
    Spent all afternoon by the beach. Guess I was hoping the water would tell me what to do but no. It does its work but even it can't work miracles.

    September 13 2014 -- 14:32
    Supposed to go to a job interview today but stayed in bed. It was probably a shit job anyway.

    September 18 2014 -- 2:46
    What a night. Spent more money than I shoulda but it was great to see Jonesy again. If I'm goin down might as well go down in style.
    (&)Rupert Jones -- 3:42: Yeah buddy great night!

    September 20 2014 -- 7:32
    I think they shut off the lights. Took em long enough

    September 22 2014 -- 14:20
    Life is almost better in the darkness. In the dark, you can't see the horrible mess you've made of things

    September 25 2014 -- 19:42
    Only six days til I get evicted and live on the streets. No money, no prospects and I've pissed away any sign of hope. I wouldn't feel so bad if that damned tight nervous feeling inside of me would go away. Just give me some peace, please
    (&)Joey Novel -- 21:04: It'll be okay dude!
    (&)Sandy Groshevsnkvy -- 22:11: You wanna talk or something?

    September 27 2014 -- 23:11
    The stars are really nice around here. I'm gonna miss this view.
    (&)Kylie Adelman -- 2:02: Why why??? are you moving??? ;) ;)

    September 28 2014 -- 5:22
    Still a dark shithole though. Suits me perfectly

    September 30 2014 -- 12:36
    some days I feel like I'm invincible, like I can conquer the world. Other days I wish for death to hurry up and hit the reset button. Every morning I pray for that inbetween but nothing, only one or the other. The roller coaster ends at only one drop
    (&)Amanda Newton -- 14:03: I'm coming over right now. I'm on my way so let me in. Please
 
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